Whatever it is you choose to do be prepared for many failures and much time wasted. If its a party you join then throw away that checklist of organizational and theoretical perfection you may be hauling around with you because that shit is a fantasy. I hate to say it but sometimes your personal feelings must be sacrificed for the greater good. Or as Billy Bragg says, "...Start your own Revolution and cut out the middle man..". Just do something!
Brospierre-Albanian baseball was played with a frozen ball of shit and tree branch
"History knows no greater display of courage than that shown by the people of the Soviet Union."
Henry L. Stimson: U.S. Secretary of War
Take the word “fear” and the phrase “for what, it’s not going to change anything” out of your minds and take control of your future.
[I]Juan Jose Fernandez, Asturias
"I want to give a really bad party. I mean it. I want to give a party where there's a brawl and seductions and people going home with their feelings hurt and women passed out in the cabinet de toilette. You wait and see"