It translates to "I duped myself and let myself be duped often on visits throughout the Land". Says quite a bit about the German 'Democratic' Republic I believe.
I consider myself somewhat of an Orthodox Marxist, and sympathize with Leninism. The difference in my opinion is that Leninism developed into an attempt, a doctrine at revolution in underdeveloped countries - whereas traditional Marxism has always been focused on revolution in the advanced capitalist 'democratic' countries. "Brezhnevist" is a somewhat dubious term - Brezhnev was a revisionist trying to manage the disoriented and deteriorating Soviet Union. Out of tactical political reasons, I am for a politics of socialist unity (pro-Cuba for instance) and passivity on bourgeois anti-imperialist struggles.