Thanks! Are you into art?
As for God...Well, actually I used to be a hard core atheist. But I developed a drug problem. went to prison, got out, tried to stay sober a million different ways, tried therapy etc Finally I joined a 12 step group. The 12 step group I belong to is mostly vehemently anti-religious and anti-Christian, but they said if I wanted to stay sober I had to get a "relationship with a higher power" and pray. I told them str8 out I was an atheist. But I was so desperate I suspended my judgment and, without believing, prayed twice a day every day -WITH an open mind - after two whole years I began to have an actual experiential relationship with...somthing. Some Christian i Heard said maybe truth wasn't a theory or an abstraction, maybe it was a person I could relate to, if their was a God He is too abstract to talk about/experience... to be continued..