agreed. yeah, that's the part that can be hardly understood. and shouldn't be anyway. Stalin would be absolutely nothing without Lenin and other Bolsheviks (especially Lenin) and look at how he treated Lenin's wife after his death, what he did with Bolsheviks as you already know...yeah, i think that's the part that is the most conspicious and astounding (shocking perhaps is a better word

). When did you try to commit to that and when and how you decided not to?