"You can turn your back on a person, but you can never turn your back on a drug, especially when its waving a razor sharp hunting knife in your eye."--
Hunter S. Thompson


It's times like these when you remember why you started using in the first place. It's seeing a needle on tv that makes you stop in your tracks and makes you think. Remembering how good it feels for that fucking sweet narcotic nectar to run through your veins. Life, death, none of it mattered....

Last night...


I reached a new kind of high. With so many different drugs in my system, talking philosophy all night with intelligent friends, blocking out the world...


... and then coming down by smoking Marijuana for about 4 hours...


I started really thinking about shit.



The greatest cause of downfall for almost every human being is the constant pursuit of instant pleasures.




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